OK, so I'm thinking that starting a blog/diary kind of thing will help me release some pent up thoughts/feelings/rants etc, particularly about my weight and the way it makes me feel and also my journey to dump the blubber by the side of the road!
Today I've started on the Cambridge diet (CD) with a total of 55lbs to lose. That seems like LOADS at the moment but once it starts coming off and I see the results I'm sure I'll feel better than I do today. I actually registered with my CD counsellor last Weds but didn't start until today - Monday is a good day to start, right? :-)
I'm hoping that losing weight will give me my self-esteem back and stop me being a moody cow to my (very patient) boyfriend. I know he'll miss my cooking for a while but hey, he'll gain a gorgeous new girlfriend in a few months. I'm sure it's worth it!
I'm going to get my bf to take a 'before' picture of me when he gets home from work and stick it up on the blog to remind me of everything I don't want to be anymore!
Happy Monday all x
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