Tuesday, 31 July 2007

I am crap

I keep looking at those pics and thinking how utterly gross I look and then what do I go and do? I've eaten 10 jelly teddy bear things that we had in the cupboard. I am definitely an emotional eater.

I got the Paul McKenna Easy Weight Loss system delivered today - 'won' it on Ebay for £29 so I'll watch them tonight in the hope that it'll get rid of the self destruct button in my brain which I hate. I hate being fat so WHY do I spoil the bloody diet on only the 2nd day? I'm not going to let the devil inside win - I'm off to drink a 2l bottle of water to hopefully flush those teddy bears out hehe. I sound deranged talking about flushing teddies!

Happy dieting all x

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